So I’m just a few days away from surgery. I’ve met with everyone I need to. I’ve signed all the forms. I’ve been thinking of this for nearly a year. You’d think after that much time, I would be completely relaxed having had all the time to worry.
Well today I’m a bit nervous. I trust the doctors. I trust my decision. I feel healthy. At the same time, I’m a bit anxious.
I am very much out of my comfort zone. Most of the time, I have complete control of what I’m doing. Not this time. I will be unconscious for nearly 3 hours.
I think the biggest thing is I’ve had too much time to think. Plus, I’ve been busy at work. Trying to get all the loose ends tied up before I go in.
If you are the praying type, please pray for me to feel God's calming presence today.